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Tuesday, June 10, 2008

Reconciled_Truth

I have to ask...
does anyone read me, or is this just a part of a huge living museum?


Sunday, December 31, 2006

2006

I use Facebook now, and I don't even bother with mySpace.

It's December 31st, the end of the line.  It's time for a quick reflection of the years gone by.

2006 is my graduating year, the year I finally left my years of being counted as a dependent.  So many things happened through the years, some of the more memorable being getting into Kamehameha, Joy, Joey, Jeremy (lot's of J's for some reason), John, the FRESHMEN class (specifically those designated by my friends as groupies), etc, and so on.

I'll miss you 2006, that bookmark in my internet browser of life.


Thursday, July 27, 2006

Haven't updated in a long while, mainly because I haven't found the time or inspiration to do so.

I have a DS Lite.  It's beautiful.  I like it.  I wish it was shiny black, but shiny white is beautiful too.  Oh, did I mention I have a job now?  I got my paycheck too.  FIRST PAYCHECK EVER!!!!!!!

Oh.  Right.  I work at McDonald's.  Yes.  Fast food.  The people I used to laugh at and stereotype.  I bury my face in my hands at this point.  But yes, I work there.  Interesting place.  Kind of fun.  Bad benefits.  I get 50 percent off at one store.  The one I work at.  That's it.  And it's a thing where I only get it 30 minutes before or after my shift (or during my break) and it's only for me.  Lame.  You'd expect I'd get something better.  But no.  And pay is minimum wage.  Yay for me.


In any case, I'm looking for a better job, so yeah.

As for my personal life, I was irritated, now I'm simply worried and agitated over girls.  Future life, girlfriends (or lack thereof...sorry, not plural, but singular), and life in general.  I need to get out more.


Saturday, June 10, 2006

I wish you could buy a girlfriend at the grocery store.

I'd be like, "Oh, hi, how are you?  Do you mind if I buy you?"
And she'd be like, "Oh, nope.  Not at all.  That's what I'm here for."
And I'd be, "Oh.  Okay, cool.  I'm just gonna grab some lettuce and oranges.  Did you want anything?"
And she'd be like, "Well...if you wouldn't mind picking up some oregano and paprika?"
And I'd wink, "Oh, you need some spices, do you?"
And she'd be, "Oh whatever," and laugh.

(-.-)*sigh* <-----me now.

I found the Seinfeld of movies.  It's called the Break up.  The couple breaks up, and when the movie ends, they still aren't together.
(^hahahaha^) <---me when the movie ended, also during the akward silences which I knew exactly what was going to happen next.
Joy says that it's only funny for sadists....haha...

Stupid machines.  I applied for WalMart and Sam's Club a little while ago, and I was doing their stupid machine application.  So it takes me twenty minutes to fill out the personal stuff.  Then another twenty to get through their questionaire, to determine whether or not they'll consider me.  And so I did it, and I'm all happy that it's over with, right?  And so the last question....and I answer!  YAY!!! DONE!!!

"You failed to pass the aptitude test.  You may reapply in 60 days.  Thank you."

(X_X) <---wait for it....
(O_O) <---hold on....
(WTFH@#$%#$%#%^$%&%^&$%#$%$%^$%^&$%^*^&&%$@#$%@#$%@#) <----that.

I was pretty pissed off.  I didn't swear though, because that's unprofessional.  Plus my father was right next to me.  He didn't see that I failed though.  He thinks that I just applied.

Anyway, two new links for you guys...

kyokyon.blogspot.com - Home of Kittaren Shiruba...not yet complete though

kyotwee.wordpress.com - Home of Twee and Kyo...if you can't figure out who they are...then you aren't being shinobi enough.

That's all for now, I think.

adieu...


Tuesday, June 06, 2006

Okay, I figured out what I'm going to say.

Earlier today, someone asked whether or not I like to get letters in the mail.  Answer was yes.  So I was wondering how many more people like to get letters in the mail.  Just answer...I was just thinking of something I have to end up doing later.

Oh, right.  And the letter question only applies to people I have known for longer than one month...which should be practically all of you.  Um...no reason why...kind of.

Anyway.  *sighs*

I have to go out sometime soon to take my brother to get familiarized with the bus system.  Yay.  To Damien...an all boys school.  *sigh* I feel kind of sorry for him...hope he doesn't...well...nothing against...it's just...um...I don't think he's exactly prepared for high school.  He isn't...mature...I think...nope...*sigh*

Under the cloud of darkness

Hands held toward heavens glory

Hidden by nightmare pleasure

Wintry knife at the knees

Cut open the loins of truth

To spill prodigy’s blood

Into lake of burning passion

Sodden screams mingle

Amongst pleasure’s throws

 

Stare out into nothing

Entwined with bloodied flesh

Committed to Satan’s oath

Carnal tears on right hand

Scars for all to see

Hidden amongst deaths of days past

Murderous pleasures

Lie amongst my fingers

 

Thoughts of scarlet woman

Muddied with rain

Half crazed depravity

To seek my fearing flesh

Secretly lusting for pain

To ease corporeal sins

Red rose river amongst

Fallen white rivers of ice

Set ablaze to a tune of hate

 

Replayed by a random man

After twice murdering

The lines of progression

Cutting them short of their infinite

Beauty

Forsaking humanity

And soul

To a higher carnal god

Innocence forever lost

To blackened hideousness

In cavern dank and deathly

 

Even now seeing only the putrid

Decay of foolish sin

To scream into the nothingness of

Black retribution

To fall eighteen days from heaven to hel

Headlong into the abyss

Crawling among the sinners

Barely scraping the frozen outskirts

Walls of morality fall as Jericho

With single strumpet’s call

To fall at her feet

Praying to incubus

And succubus gods

To prey upon carnal incarnation

Of heart he lacks

And can never again have

Kiss of Death taken his soul

Amongst a midsummer night’s dream

Among full moon and stars

By the withering poolside

Hidden from the world

Rediscovered in her arms

To be cast of like chaff

And lost again

Under the cloud of darkness

 

What do you think?



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